Old songs…
Really brings back so many memories. I think i will always like those songs. I was so young, yet, it doesn’t seem so long from then… I grew up. Grew in love and out of love. I’m thankful, because knowing God was the turning point of my life..
Things i loved, i loved. Things i love now, i will love now. I don’t know how to cherish then, i hope i do now.
A beautiful story.
Sometimes when i look back the years of my life, i really think it is possible to make a drama series out of it. HAHA like so few thousand episodes of AI like that. HAHA. Like really…some parts of my life is like drama…So many emotions. lol. But this only proves one thing, the writer of my story is amazing. Thank you God, for all the dramas i faced in life. All the ups and downs. If my life was a movie, it would be a good one. How amazing you are, oh Lord, to have written so the entire human population’s story. Indeed it is our honour to be part of the story.
命中注定我愛你!
I like this drama Reminds me of many things.. I learned quite a bit.. 
It reminds me that…God’s gift and arrangement for me & Daryl… awww:) I learn that i need to love him better! 
I can’t believe im saying this, but watching drama gives me hope. Gives me hope that fairytale love can be radical.
I’m sure God brought us tgt for a reason.. Whether is it for me to be treated like a princess, or for me to be a better person, right now, 20April2012, i feel really blessed.
Although busyness sets in now and then, arguments here and there, I’m thankful to have a boyfriend who love me so much. Who love me despite all my flaws, who still tells me I’m beautiful even on my cui-est days. I’m thankful, that we’re still at the beginning. Because i know, our love story written by God, is going to be more and more exciting and touching.
When you love somebody
I don’t remember now. It is just there. Just as they say, when you love somebody, they stay in your heart forever. I don’t even have to remember, somehow somewhere, it is just there. And I don’t even dare to touch it. I don’t want to touch it. It is love, but a bomb.
That love, i want to believe, is a lie.
I wonder…
Why don’t some people reply messages..all the time. Because sometimes.. I am on the verge of breaking down, and i “seek for help” from all through massmessges. And my plead for help gets ignored.. Feels as though my dignity was being trampled upon. How then, do i keep my heart from breaking? So many times i want to give up. Countless of times. & when i am gone, i will not wonder if anyone will notice my absence, but i wonder if they will see the effort missing.. & panic. For once.
But of course, i never really gave up. How could I. So i keep on trying and breaking. I gave my best, along with many tears.
One Night With the King
Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. -Psalm 84:10
I’ve just finished watching this awesome, touching and inspiring movie “One Night With The King”. It is a movie based on the book of Esther. Truly, compared to Queen Esther, my courage seems tiny, my faith seems little. But it does encourage my heart to think that God has a great plan for me, and just like Queen Esther, God love me and have a purpose for me. I might not be able to save my entire race, but I’m sure I’ll just as important to fulfill God’s promises and will.
This movie is also so romantic. For all ya lovers out there, it revives the dream of finding your prince charming in fairytales. It touches me how much the king in this movie( King Xerxes) loved Esther. It’s amazing, God’s love story indeed. I cried But nevertheless, it helps me to see how blessed I am, to have God as the author of my life, the writer of my love story. Indeed my love story is getting better and better each day, with a gift blessed from God, my boyfriend “Bobby”, who treats me like a queen. I believe my Bobby loves me as much as King Xerxes loves Queen Esther in the movie.
This movie has some modifications to the real biblical story of Esther, but it still holds the main plot
Thank you God, for this movie, for this great inspiration to be bolder and more faithful, for writing the story of my life. & Thank you Daryl Chee, for being the best boyfriend anyone can ever wish to have.
P.s. I know you stalk me right Bobby? Hope this makes you smile
Anyway, here is the first part to the movie! DO WATCH! its all on youtube! Quality is quite good
1 Corinthians 13:7
NIV : It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
GNT: Love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fail.
ESV: Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
GW: Love never stops being patient, never stops believing, never stops hoping, never gives up.
ERV: Love never gives up on people. It never stops trusting, never loses hope, and never quits.
CEV: Love is always supportive,loyal, hopeful, and trusting.
NCV: Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures.
AMP: Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything [without weakening].
WE: Love forgives everything. Love is always trusting, and always hoping, and never gives up.
NLV: Love takes everything that comes without giving up. Love believes all things. Love hopes for all things. Love keeps on in all things.
CUVS: 凡 事 包 容 ， 凡 事 相 信 ， 凡 事 盼 望 ， 凡 事 忍 耐 。
ERV-ZH: 爱包容一切，爱总是信任，爱总是希望着，爱一贯是坚强的。
We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
And all the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser thingsCause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise?We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel you near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if each promise from Your Word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we’d have faith to believeCause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise?When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win, we know
That pain reminds this hearts,
That this is not, this is not our home…..
It’s not our homeCause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise?What if my greatest disappointments,
Or the aching of this life,
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy.
What if trials of this life,
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise?
I think this song is a very touching poem.. A very simple yet truthful poem that i know if i analyse it i would tear..
Blessings through raindrops…Raindrops drops from above. & God is above all… Rain is always associated with sadness..Yet the benefits of rain are so many…We need rain, water to survive..a blessing from God. Big raindrops could hurt a lot more than small raindrops due to gravity…But indeed, the bigger the our trails, the stronger we get. The more things we learn. The better person we become. The bigger the blessings… So what is your blessings come through raindrops?
It could hurt upon impact, but once it splatters on us, the blessings are revealed. Would we still want blessings, if it means coming through raindrops?
I like the last stanza.
What if my greatest disappointments, Or the aching of this life, Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy? It gave me a revelation. Our disappointments and hurt reflects our yearning for God. Our hearts are innately programmed to seek for God. Our hearts needed God’s perfection, his love his grace his mercy his power to survive. So our minds, being a processor, try to find God in the most obvious way–through people. We don’t get utterly disappointed at kittens do we? People created out of God’s image. So when we try to attach ourselves to “God” to obtain similar love, grace, mercy, perfection…we couldn’t find exactly what we wanted –the things only God could satisfy.
My 2011
Wow. it just flew past like that. So many trials. So many temptations. So many emotions. So many people. So much growth. So much change. So much for 2011.
2011 was a year of transition! Only that i think it’d take more than just 1 year to carefully, successfully transit to tertiary education. It feels like i’m just 1/4 of the way there you know. I don’t feel the brand new beginning… because its not like other years where you start a new school year with new topics/subjects. i’m just continuing where i left my assignments at last year -___- and its tons n tons
OH WELLLLL. I’M LAZY 
